Happy Ending

There are lots of stars
As if to fill the gap between thick clouds
They are shining like a prayer
Almost like a shout
And my chest is constricted

I hope the morning will come for me soon
Before I can't hide up my weakness

It's strange I feel so lonely at night
Only because you are not here

After how many times of
Committing a sin like this

Will I be inhuman?
Will I be invisible to everyone?

I find nothing I want in a place like this
Which I escaped and tumbled into
I rip my feelings off my heart
And stick a smile on the mask
Please take me away from here
Before everything becomes a memory

I felt I knew the meaning of love a little
After I had met youIf I can finish my penance some day
If I'm forgiven some day ...

But I have no right after all that
To tell the definition of happiness


Well, I know better than anyone else
That a happy ending never suits me

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ne... i guess, i dont deserve it.. even though i want it so badly..
gomen na for all the troubles... I wonder what would happen tomorrow.. still i be able to face him like usuall? Well... I dont think so.. Me have many alter .. even I do not know when I'm not strong enough be able to surpress the other alter of mine.. haa...
this life... what should I do now?