a song for XX ...

You kept on smiling till the end
But the things that went on
were simply too beautiful to reject
I couldn’t stand it anymore, and tears overflowed

That day, we were touched by love, I know

We keep on searching
losing sight of time
And before long, we’ll find
that only the end is waiting for us there

There’s nothing besides the call of destiny

You began your journey towards heaven
becoming the star that gently illuminates me

Be your side, I passed my time, being loved, changing myself
but we didn’t see that the future is here
Don’t you think we should leave it like this?

Be your side, I passed my time, being loved, changing myself
but we didn’t see that the future is here
Because we left it behind

I believe in the man that loved me, and you live on in my heart
However, from here on
I will no longer have to say goodbye

That day, we were touched by love, I know

Will

Lyrics: Ayumi Hamasaki Translation: Jonathan Wu

Travelers will realize, that on
their journey they will come to many crossroads

The voice of their hearts wonder how far it is
and choose the things that will guide them

*Nobody knows about
the darkness of tomorrow
As long as I’m with you, I swear
that I will stretch out my arms as far as I can

**Flutter flutter flutter
fluttering like leaves
Tremble tremble, trembling heart
pride that grows

For my own sake, for the sake of my being
I lose sight of the things that make me sad

I believe in the scenery
that nobody can see
As long as I’m with you, I wish
that I would’t have to be there

***Shine shine shine
like the pouring sunlight
Dazzle, dazzle, let go of the
light that dazzles

*Repeat
**Repeat
***Repeat

these days...

...
... But you can have my word that I will always care and watch over you...
I look up to your back as a guidance to live...
That's why I'll never forget you my dear..
... There is a special space in me
kono kokoro no naka ni will always be yours..
anytime you leave, I'll wait for you here...
always... I cherish you...
Thanks for making me like this.. making me think in some different point of views..
kimi no waratte... kimi no egao.. your thoughts.. and your words..
I wonder.. what make you be able to say those??
These strengthen words will always linger in my heart...
YoU.. definitely leave footprints in me..
Loving you sometimes makes me T-T... *not sad loh..*
be healthy ok...
Its ok to tell me things... go a head and share em with me..

This Chrismas.. you asked me what kind of present that i wanted...
I dont want any materiel
Just want to have you by my side...
That just all i want to ask ...
And I said those secretly within me..

The day after you asked again.. what kind of present which I really like..
haha... ;D
You know.. you have already given me one... *SHITETA??* ^^v

... sunshine.. ^^

MOOD: 妳聽得到 by 曾郁婷 [sung by 周杰倫]

For u-know-who..
[did you know... ??^^ *haha...* anta wa taiyou... \(^.^)/]

nah, minna san... lets sing along... ~itsumo2 arigatoo....~ ^^V

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sparkling point
taiyou no uta

atan no kokage kimi to
toketekuyuu hina ga ne
sasana miino melody
kazeni yurerusanendana
atatakai hikari de kokoro mo
nukumo ote yuku

kurikaereba soko ni wa
kawaranai kyoudai jimato egao
kono shimani umare i ikite
hokoritaite kyou mo mata
Ah
hibikya tida no uta

yura yura nagarete yuku
toki wo kanji nagara
utao utai tsuzukeru
kimi ni kikoeru youni
meguri yuku
kisetsu no nakaade
mitsuketa omoi wa

tsurai toki wa
namida fuki
tanoshi to kira tomoni warai
kimi ga sobani iru dakede
ooki na akai hana saku
ah
hibi kya tida no uta

aiaia sasa
sankyu for your egao
itsumo itsu wo kokoro no naka ni
sasaete kureru minna wo hagemini
we are waiting sparkling side (?)
itsumademo itsu our mind
.. [cannot hear the lyric -.-'' sorry]


itsumo hontou ni arigato
yasashiku terashite kureru
furikaereba soko ni wa
kawaranai kyodai jimato egao
kono shimani umare ikite
hokoritaite kyou mo mata
ah
hibikya tida no uta

learn something today...

Haa... I found this in AM fan blog.. really touch me yoo.,.. ^^''
i guess i learn sumthng today.. ^^V
YOSHA!!!!
I need lotsa effort to really understand this feeling... lotsa learning..
Dear you.. sorry for all the troublesome tht i've already made.. ^^ *entah itu sengaja atau tidak.. n entah itu tidak dirasakan atau tidak...* starting from today.. I'll be a better person... ZETTAI NI... ^o^V mainichi2 yo!!
MINNA-san... ISHOUNI.. ^-^ YOSHH!!

__
I once had a friend who grew to be very close to me. Once when we were sitting at the edge of a swimming pool, she filled the palm of her hand with some water and held it before me, and said this: "You see this water carefully contained on my hand? It symbolizes Love."

This was how I saw it: As long as you keep your hand caringly open and allow it to remain there, it will always be there. However, if you attempt to close your fingers round it and try to posses it, it will spill through the first cracks it finds.

This is the greatest mistake that people do when they meet love...they try to posses it, they demand, they expect... and just like the water spilling out of your hand, love will retrieve from you.

For love is meant to be free, you cannot change its nature. If there are people you love, allow them to be free beings.

Give and don't expect.
Advise, but don't order.
Ask, but never demand.

Heaven

being beside the loved one
exceeding time the shape is changing
two person that is not seen yet is a thing in the future
believing in what is seen
the loved one
in me
you live
therefore from this it blooms

Me....

Mood: taiyou no uta [by Sparkling Point]

kyou wa.. bener2 cape... dunno what exactly how I feel.. completely confuse..
IBCM exam itu 9 days left.. T-T... ARGH... DORAEMON... give me your memory bread pleaseeeeeee.... -__-'''

list of problems...
- moneytree
- memory
- self
- patient
- organization
- ambition
- destruction



i merely dont see any hope within those ...

Ha.. X'mas.. kenapa ye.. BAH... wa bkn org pbenci natal but.. hh.. tau ah..

MAY THIS X'mass give lots of people JOY and Laughter....
MAY all your wish come true...