ANGEL's SONG

Escaping into nights, I told myself
That I was not at all alone
But after all, it revealed
Nothing but my loneliness day by day

On my way home from the bustle of the city
Though it was no different from any other day
I thought I would repeat such pattern of life
And tears welled up suddenly

Feeling weak and wretched
Uneasy and lonely
I wanted some warmth
In a faint voice

*But it's certain you appeared suddenly
And a ray of light shone in my darkness
You smiled a little, told me it was all right with a nod
Took my hand and started to walk

I saw an angel's wings on your back

It was not because I wanted to be dull to pain
That I wished to be strong

I was helped and supported by you
We gave and forgave each other
I got what I wanted to protect
On that day

**Sometimes you are too unprotected
And come face to face with me with all your might
It's so much dazzling
That I even spare the time of a blink

You have an angel's wings on your back

* (repeat)

** (repeat)

You have an angel's wings on your back

I heartily hope that you will not be
A victim of this sad age
I sing this song today just as I pray
So that my dearest wish may reach you

beautiful day

Every time we come to a fork in the road
We choose one and go forward
But the other way we didn't choose
Always looks so bright
Why?

When you hesitate over a choice, surely
You already know
That you are just hesitating to choose the answer you want to choose

It's a Beautiful Day
It's a Beautiful Day
You don't have to be afraid

We are scared of tomorrow
Because we are so anxious about what we haven't yet seen
But if tomorrow is too obvious to see
It's so much boring
Don't you think so?

It's easy to get a beautiful moment, but
You already know
That you can't get beautiful things just by being beautiful

What journey will you make
In your limited time?

by hamasaki ayumi , credits to divine a y u

teens

I wanna be a sweet angel

I won't return, I haven't thought about wanting to return
I'll only chase after beautiful things in my dreams
The morning scenery shows that it snowed
I don't really understand the truth
It's too beautiful

(I wanna be a sweet angel)
I was always hurt at that time
(I wanna be a sweet angel)
I cried then

I can see the constellations in the high sky
and believe in love in this cold air
It isn't a shortcut
I was interrupted
But since someone said this was good
I'll hang in there a little longer

I won't forget the person that I loved

If I became an angel and got my wings
And I could go anywhere,
Where would I go?

But I wouldn't return to that time
Even though I long for it
That day was long ago,
beautiful,
and I'll always cherish it

_by hamasaki ayumi, credits to divine a y u_

dasar ...
gw ini kenapa lagii...
kenapa ngeliatin poto FS kamu bikin g nangis lagi si pak?... argh...
dasar wanitaaa...
sebel...
sebell..

YOSH...
jgn keluarin aer mata laggeeee!!!!
YOSHAAAA!!
FIGHTINGGG
...

aku,,

aku ini kurang tegas yah...
maka nya bikin bingung orang2 di sekitar gw...
maafin g minna...
moga2 dengan jatoh kedalam kesalahan kayak gini g jadi belajar gak akan ulangin kesalahan ini lagi...

g harus lebi tega... lebi tegas...
lebih pasti dalam ambil keputusan...
AMIN...
lindungilah aku ya TUHANku... m( _ _ )m

DBSK - INSA

Parami momun
Keushikan jocha
Naehken neomu
Mojarankeol

Hanbeoneh miso
Majimak insa
Sarnghamnida..keudae

Shikaneh jichyeodo
Sarangeh apado
Keushikan jocha
Chueokigo
Majimak insal haneyoh
Saranghamnida
Saranghamnida

Fly away
Fly away
Love
ooo...
Fly away
Fly away
Love

Fly away
Fly away
Love

Nae saengeh tananbeone saranga
Annyeong

Credits to sr33theart

jawaban yg setengan2... T_T

hh...
jadi dia bete gara2 e-mail reply g...
ya emang g yg salah... sori...
g gak bermaksud kasi hanbun hanbun juga...
tiba2 lo nawarin... ok si... tapi g lebi prefer cewe...
cuma gak mao nyakitin lo... ternyata dengan nulis jawaban kyk gt malah lebi bingungin ya... T_T
ellen begooo...
hh... BLOON bgt si kamu len...
hh...
g sekarang malah nyusahin... -___-'' arghhh...
to be honest...
he is my last option misal nya g dah ga ada tempat lagi bwt temporary... even g mao bgt tinggal ama dia.. tapi .. klo ketauan bokap urusan berabe dah... dia bisa lebih dari di usir dari rumah... ><'' kan bokap pasti telpon2 .. klo malem2 tiba2 ada suara cowo... maak... g mesti nah... g mesti omong apah -_-
(g gak mao bilang you are my last option... maka nya g jadi berbelit2... -__-'''
takut nya dia sakit hati jadi the last option... karena g tetep prefer tinggal ama cewe... tapi klo uda ga ada pilihan laen yg ama dia)
ellen.. kamu bodoh sekali...
BODOHHH...

what a day...

pernah ngalamin kyk gini ga...
hari ini g sengaja bangun agak pagi... bwt nuggu telepon kabar dari melb uni agent... g tunggu dari jam 9... teru... sambil makan.. g taro hp g depan muka g... terus... ternyata uda jam 10... terus g bikin laporan ila... terus g tungguin... ternyata uda jam 11.. terus g tunggu lagi... ternyat uda jam 11.45...
ngak ada kabar...
pikiran g mulai aneh2...
-sorry...
g dah tau bakal kyak gini kenapa masih panik ya?
g juga dah tau bahwa semua itu yg terjadi pasti untuk yg terbaik... tapi kenapa g masih panik... g masih takut... apa sih yg g takutin..
setelah g telusuri... mungkin g takut MENDENGAR keputusannya.. apalagi klo itu keputusan tidak sesuai sama harapan gw... even g dah bilang ama diri g sendiri... "pergi ke melb ato ga tanggal 15 june itu sama2 baik kok vit... tenang... tipen juga bilang gitu... tenaglah vit..." tetep aja...
perasaan panik itu masi ada...

akhir nya jam 11.55 g telpon APRIL *orang agent melb uni di indo*... yg angkat telpon ternyata bukan dia.. tapi susan.. dan ternyata susan ini orang yg suka bolak balik disuru ama mereka (denok n april) untuk ngecek status anak2 UI di embassy ausie... terus g tanya status g gimana disana... dia bilang masi di OFFICER med cek up... entah di canbera entah di jakarta... besok dia mao coba cek lagi...
dan g juga tanya... selaen g, teren, iqbal, mirel, ama abbi.. siapa aja yg udah bisa berangkat... terus dia bilang... semua nya duah kok... kecuali abbi ama gw... klko abbi soalnya dia telat kasi aplikasi nya.. kalo g masalah medis nya...
nah si teren uda berangkat loh pak... dia cuman disuru ngelengkapin form khusus gitu gak tau apaan... nah klo g belom ada kabar...
g bener2 takut dengar keputusan ini...
-___-''
berat badan g 2 hari ini turun 2 kilo... kemaren padahal masi 50,5kg.. sekarang 50 persis...
-_-''
hh.. perasaan berat banget... bawaan nya pengen nangis mulu... ><
sebel...
g tiap kangen cuma cium bau yg ttinggal di jaket itu doang;....dan dengan bego nya malah nagis ampe tertidur... -_-'' siyal nya bokap g liat g tidur kyak gitu... terus dia nanya itu jaket sapah... -__-'' ya udah... g bilang itu jaket g... *kn uda dikasi k g kan pak... ^^*.. hehehe...

hhaaa... wat a day..
klo emang g mesti KULTUR 2 BULAN... BILANG HARI INI KENAPA?? T-T
g dah putus asa...
g mao banget bilang k orang2 g gak putus asa... tapi tiap kali uda kelar ngomong itu.. kok rasa nya g semakin kehilangan harapan... hhh...
g dah gak tau mesti ngomong apah...

hari ini... g berbuat bodoh lagi... e-mail yg g tulis bwt dia bikin dia down... T_T
Oh TUHAN ku... kenapa ini... aku gak bermaksud demikian... argh...

abis ini apalagi yg mao nimpa gw?? T-T

hoah.. T-T
bosaaan...
KAMISAMA.... help me out please.. i need to go on june 15 right a way... T-T
i need to go to MELBOURNE.... T-T
GoD... PlEaSe......

kono HI wa... -__- chotto taihen desuuu

Your Japanese Name Is...

Kaede Yamada

What's your Japanese Name?

Your Birthdate: August 1

You are a natural born leader, even if those leadership talents haven't been developed yet. You have the power and self confidence to succeed in life, and your power grows daily. Besides power, you also have a great deal of creativity that enables you to innovate instead of fail. You are a visionary, seeing the big picture instead of all of the trivial little details. Your strength: Your supreme genius Your weakness: Your inappropriate sensitivity Your power color: Gold Your power symbol: Star Your power month: January

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Disappointed .. very much..

MooD: Kecewa..

Hari ini baru dapet kabar... tepat nya GW yg KEJAR KABAR... dan kabar itu bilang...
"oh... kamu alvita ya... Visa kamu ketahan tuh... baru bisa dapet kabar lagi tanggal 13... itu paling cepet... ada masalah kesehatan..."
DANG!!!!
-__-''
siyal...
padahal g dah pernah bilangin... semua usaha g selama ini kasi2 ke orang ttg my past x-ray gak berhasil toh...
malah dokter MMC bilang... "oh... klo ini X-ray kamu 2 years ago... saya bisa bantu kirimin ini ke CANBERA..."... HAH????!!!
Mimpi apa gw....


TUHAN ku... tolonglah aku....
Hah...
sedih